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Well happily Michael and I are still together.On Febuary 19th it will be 4 months.Although it seems so much longer then that.I love him to death.he is so sweet and i cant picture me without him anymore.Also,Friday night was our first softball game against Auburndale.We won 7-1.it was a really great game and i was surprised we won because they are such a good team,but our team was so excited and my baby came out to watch my game.Life has just been so much fun with him in my life.He always knows how to keep me happy and smile when i need it most.Valentine's day is coming up and i have the perfect gift to give him,but i havent bought it yet.OMG our homecoming pictures look so cute.i wish everybody could see them.I love the pictures to death,but i love him more.but nothing is reallt new.5 games this week for us so it should be fun.

Nothin really new in my life.Homecoming is comin up and i get to spend it with my best friends and boyfriend.I made the JV softball team at McKeel.Also,it will be 4 months for Michael and me on Febuary 19th.I can honestly say this will be the best relationship that i have ever had.Michael and i have never fought and we dont keep secrets from eachother.This relationship will only die if we get sick of eachother or if someone cheats on the other,but those wont ever happen because we have a great relationship.But my mom and i have been fighting lately and its completely pissin me off.All she does is baby harley and if i do something right,the second i do something she doesnt like, i get yelled at and cant do anything right to her.But wutever she just wants harley so i will be out of her life soon enough.I have michael and my best friends.thats all that matters.But sorry i havent updated in forever.I have been so busy and havent had time to do anything.Well i really dont have anything else to say.Peace.

Nothing has really changed at school.I got to see all my good friends and it was soo good to see them.I had to see some people that i wish i didnt have to,but i dealt with it because i had my friends and my baby,Michael there with me.But anyways,last night after school Michael came and ate dinner with my family at Chilis,then my grandpa took us to Dairy Queeen for some dessert.After that Michael drove me home and we waited in his car for my mom to get home.After she got home he left but then ended up coming back over about 9.He ended up staying over til about 10:30.He would have stayed longer but my mom woke up after someone decided to call my house at 10 at night.My mom was mad that he ended up staying there that long but i really didnt care because i got to stay with my baby.Bu8t i gots to go.

Well on New Year's eve I got to go to Michael's house for his New year's party.Everything was so much fun.I got to hang out with my baby.Although i didnt get to stay til 12.I was super pissed at my grandparents because they wanted to leave.Michael ended up getting drunk off his ass right after i left and then he called me at 12 to wish me a happy new year.we ended up talking til about 3 because then he ended up passing out on the phone.On New Year's day he called me and asked me if i wanted to go to the mall and then see a movie.So we went to the mall about 1 and our movie didnt start until 4:20.so we walked the mall and went in a bunch of store but didnt buy anything.Then we went to the food court and got some Asian food.OMG it was sooo good.The we went and saw Fun with Dick and Jane,WHICH COMPLETELY SUCKED.the movie was so stupid.dont waste your money.But it was a lot of fun to watch it with my boyfriend.Now its today and every night since New Year's Eve we have been talking on the phone til 1 or 2 in the morning and everynight i want to see him,but i can't.This morning he stopped by for like 5 minutes so he could get his jacket and i could see him.It sucks though that everytime he stops by i dont want him to leave and he does and it just sucks even more.but i guess i can deal with it and just wait til i see him again.

For Christmas Michael got a cell phone.Which is really good because now him and I can talk alot more without interuptions!!So lately we have been talking on the phone til like 12 or 1 in the morning.We've had some really good conversations.But it was really bugging me to be talking on the phone with him and not being able to see him, so he came over yesturday before work.He didnt come inside,we stayed outside in his car.He was only supposed tio stay for like 5 minutes,but ended up staying for like half an hour.it was a lot of fun being able to see him and just talk to him for a little before work.Truthfully I think we made out more then talked,but either way we did both.LOL.Now i cant wait to see him Saturday and be able to just hang out with him for a lot of hours. But today i am supposed to go shopping in Brandon with my grandparents and hopefully they will take us out to lunch at the Quail House so i can see michael again.But i doubt it.

Last night Michael took my sister and me to the movies because he promised to take her to a movie.We went and saw Cheaper By The Dozen 2.It was a really cute movie.Last night was Michael and mine first date without any grown ups.Thank God.Although my braty lil sis was there.So the next time i go to the movies with Michael,it will be just the two of us because his parents are letting him drive people besides his sibilings now.So now him and I can do a lot more with eachother outside of school.I can't wait.After the movies he took us to Whataburger,for a small dinner because i wasnt really hungry.When he dropped me off my mom wasnt home,so he came in a stayed a while.I think he ended up staying for about 30 minutes before i made him leave.And nothing happened,besides kissing.I had a really good time with him.the only bad thing is i want to see him even more now.But its all good because i get to spend New Year's Eve with him.I get a kiss to ring in the new year!!!!!!!!!!!

Yesturday was 2 months for Michael and me and I ddint even get to see him.Although we did talk on the phone the whole night.Plus i will get to spend the weekend with him so its all good.OMG i cant wait until Christmas Eve because then i get to see my baby and we are gonna spend all night with each other.I get to spend the first few hours of Christmas with Michael and on New Years Eve i get to get a kiss to bring in the new year.I cant wait.I hope this boy likes his Christmas presents or i am gonna cry.But Michael was getting mad last night because Ryan has been calling me and he called like three times while i was on the phone with Michael and the real funny thing is they live like in walking distance from eachother.But Ryan called me today and it is just so wierd talking to him.i just wanna move on with my life and just forget all this drama.But i guess Ryan talked to Jeshly and i guess she told him that its his fault that her and I arent friends anymore.but i just dont thing she said that.I would be really surprised if she did say that.

Last night Michael and I went to the movies to see King Kong.When Michael came to pick me up,I found out that his dad and his younger brother Shea were coming.Truthfully it didnt bother me at all because I love Michael's family.First we stopped at Whataburger so they could eat something.Then we went to the movies and his dad paid for all of our tickets.Luckily Michael's dad sat on the other side of the movie theatre and Michael and I sat in the back on the side.It was alot of fun.Michael held me the whole movie.Then he took advantage of the moment and we made out for like a quick minute but thats all it took to make the night even better.The movie didnt get over until 11:00 and it started at 7:45.Long ass movie,but i got to spend it with my boyfriend which was the best part.

Life has just been the craziest.I dont know what i want anymore.Sometimes i just froget to care.jeshly and I arent talking anymore.We havent been talking since we came back to school after Thanksgiving Break.She blamed it on my relationship with Michael, but i just dont care.Everybody wants us to be friends,but right now i just dont care.I have been there for her since she has been at McKeel and now its all down the drain because she felt like the third wheel, which is complete bullshit.Also my friends and I have come to a conclusion that she likes him.Just like things she does and how she acts.Its real clear that she likes him.Also, i am falling for Michael so quick.I dont knopw how it all happened but its happening and i like the feeling.I am about the luckiest girl in the world to have a guy like him to call my boyfriend.I dont know what i have done to deserve a guy like him,but all i know is i am keeping him for a very long time.I no longer have feelings for Ryan.I havent talked to him in like forever and it feels real good.The only reason i ever questioned my relationship with Michael was because i thought Ryan could prove to me that him and I were supposed to be together,but he did nothing.And Michael is doing everything.Tomorrow is gonna be so much fun because we are going ice skating together and i can tell that i will have the best time just to chill and be with my boyfriend and good friends that will help get all the drama away from me.I can't wait.

Yesturday, i was with Michael all day.From like 10 in the morning til 7 at night.It was a lot of fun.I got to meet his parents again and his grandparents.Michael and i went to this church play thing in orlando and that was like 2 hours long.Then we went to bass pro shop and looked around there for a while.After that we looked around the rest of the mall and then went and ate at Fuddruckers.After fuddruckers Michael and I went to the sports store in the mall and looked at all the cute tees there.Michael and I kept laughing at all the crazy shirts they had there.I have to go back there and make my mom read them.It was crazy.There was this one shirt that said Varsity Frech Kissing,I soon as i read it I said I was gonna have my mom buy that for me and his Dad was standing right behind me.I was so embarassed,but laughed anyways.I had a lot of fun yesturday.just to be with Michael all day and had fun was the best part.When i got home last night I told my mom everything and she was like awwwwwwwwwwwww he loves u.i was like ok wutever.OMG we kinda even dressed alike yesturday.when i get the pic his mom took i will show ya'll how cute we looked.